Wine for the Women Who Made the Rain Come

Originally Posted:Wednesday, January 16, 2008

The Kaizen Method: Loosely translated it means "continuous improvement," and the kaizen method works in accordance with human nature and common sense, resulting in a most efficient and effective way to achieve major goals.

Small Changes…I can do this. I have many goal I want to accomplish but when I look at them they seem so huge so overwhelming.

But small changes that don't freak my brain out may work.

Now I don't have to tell myself …You have to finish writing that novel…I just agree that once a day I will right one line in my notebook. …If I write more great…but my commitment seems so small that my brain is tricked into believing it doesn't have to make any sacrifices.

The Japanese got it right with this Kaizen method (pronounce pie men)…they use it in most of there big business interactions… making small changes that amount to huge successes.

Life has been so crazy lately that I am on the look out for any kind of method, therapy, deep breathing bull shit I can get. I thought that Karma had already paid me back for all my not so great moments in the past but apparently the boomerang is heading back in my direction.

I have someone in my life right now whose main goal seems to be to make me miserable…….who makes me feel like I am not worth the air I breathe…it's the first time I have ever felt this way ever.. And hey Im the girl who was fired from a nanny position for being to chubby…so I know about being made to feel like shit!!! This is worse.

I am not a bad person……I love, I am compassionate, I give, ………….all I want to do is take Ben and move far far away ……..because I hear running away from your problems is the 1 to make them go away.

So If anyone has room in there basements/ sheds…were coming over…rotfl..actually it more like I am rolling on the floor fighting back tears.

Love
Maria

PS
Any methods, books, therapists, illicit drugs, that may help should be sent to me via passenger pigeon